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Thursday, January 18, 2007
many things evolve as i lead life the way i wanted.
i did and still want to achieve many things. coz i heed this passion. i am known by many as someone persistently stubborn. each time it is sweet success for us, having our customers pleased with what we provide and made choices to come back. other time, it was struggle to face the pioneers and be seen inexperience and countlessly being questioned of our capabilities. i cant deny the lacking of experience thou i do not deny of my mgt's hardwork altogether. we felt what it is like to be in and fight for the decisions we made. the bad decisions and the reasonably favourable ones. there isn't purely the rights and the wrongs. if there is truly a formulae book to one short success, i doubt it work. what we learnt above all these, business is no easy game. its a huge battle field. besides excelling in school with the flexibility of current self employment, and for once when im home, i just wish for one thing. to have these things shared with my late dad. because of him, i have this opportunity. because of God's will & permission, i obtain the strengths despite many falls. because i am never perfect myself, i wanted God and dad to know whether these decision has lead to failure, i am grateful to once hold and learn with head held high. i tried. i was told never to let opportunity pass. dad had supported me for years. he had neva said no! to my small requests. but he had neva pampered me. i was brought up the hard way. today, the trip to the lawyer's office, allowed my heart to really see what's life about. the deceased. the living. have we done true justice to ourselves? what are the 'true' responsibilities? my heart sanked. self reflections are so hard. we chose to do & made wrong decision sumtimes. but i got up coz i know i am not perfect. it may sound lame. to me, happiness cant buy with dollars & cents. i crave for that MOST of the time. seriously, i am not lying. if many asked, and ponder, why am i single?for that matter, like as if i do not give this/that person a damn: there is still no one. believe me. priorities in family is overwhelming. its really hard to have let someone endure the turmoil. insyallah, one day. =) |
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