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Thursday, March 09, 2006
calls calls calls

the multiple ringing tone of some unfamiliar numbers irritated me this early mrng. & to receive the 5th or 6th time call from cambridge languange school within these two mths were absolutely intolerable. ermmm dun the school haf a system(whether manual or computerised) that has checks on how many times they actually called a particular student? oh yes! as much as i !encanta hablo espanol!, my resources availability which now is a constraint determines my possibility(so NO!) to enrol into the intermediate level(lah dey!). so i politely in my sengau! n sleepy voice decline their discounted offer to intermediate level and chucked the phone aside.

den the phone started ringing again...(plus minus an hour or so, still in lala land) my sweet gf called me. was astounded that i instantly jumped off my bed as she called me from japan. sweetie starts sober again!(pre marital blues) i get this many times from her..previously preparation for engagement den decided to forgo the engagement to solemnise instead. den she be busy2 flyg at same time shopping for barang2 nikah, i keep getting this kesedihan from her. how wish i cud be ther for her 24/7. dun tink i can have a bf by my side now. am too occupied with gf's emotions turmoil lah..not that im complaining kay...kesian... she wants the perfect gifts for the (almost)perfect husband. masing2 lah since they're madly deeply in love.


Me : "Honey, chill alrite. as much as i wanna be ther to comfort u. put a smile to everyting alrite dear.. pls dun get stressed up kay. remember wat doc Lim said, take a few secs breather and ur medications.."
Gf : " *sobs sobs* i feel someting's missing. den i called up the bridal shop den they give wrong details..i leave my baby handle the catering and venue oso, not up to my expectations.."
gosh! it may seem to me its juz a just a wedding! but the wedding is their wedding and their wedding is to be a special one to them. which i tot the planning is already magnificient!

guess, stress is part n parcel of the wedding package...do u guys out ther agree so? i wonder how my sisters and u guys whoever are now happily married coped with premarital blues?

my time, i wish i'll engage a wedding planner! pening kelapa! eh kepala
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